Nico had always enjoyed playing on the edge of control but watching Alex Reed, once the golden boy of their high school, now begging beneath him? That ignited a feral hunger.

“Well, sorry, but I can’t do that,” Nico murmured darkly. “Not yet.”

Alex’s breath hitched, eyes heavy-lidded. “Why won't you…?”

“Shh shh, relax. I want to enjoy every second of this,” Nico said.

Alex opened his mouth, but his reply was cut short by Nico’s kiss which was rough and possessive.

Nico pulled back just enough to whisper, “Are you going to be okay with the things I want to do to you, Alex Reed?”

“Yes,” Alex whispered, the word rasping from his throat.

With a final tug, Nico released his grip and licked a slow, wet trail down Alex’s throat. His mouth danced lower, tasting sweat until he found a firm bicep. He bit, not gently.

Alex’s moan vibrated from deep within him, hands flying to Nico’s head, holding him close.

“Fuck, I can't take this much longer,” he groaned.

Nico kissed his way lower towards Alex's cock and chuckled lightly. “I am really going to enjoy this.”

Alex gasped and tightened his grip on Nico’s hair as he licked the tip of his dick in a slow, teasing motion. He circled and swirled round the tip, making sure to get every bit of pre-cum.

Alex moaned loudly, “Fuck! Nico, I don't care, just do anything to me now!”

“Do you really want me to do anything to you? Because I wouldn’t mind fucking that fine ass of yours all night long.”

“No! You..I mean I can't!”

“I see…. Well, that's okay, I would love for you to fuck me if you’re down for it. Do you want to fuck my ass?” Nico licked Alex’s dick slowly from underneath to the tip, goosebumps spread on his skin in anticipation of having Alex’s dick inside him.

“Yes Nico…Yes, I want to,”Alex rasped.

In a split second, Nico took Alex’s entire dick into his mouth, going deeper and deeper till the tip hit the back of his throat. A minute later he pulled back to continue teasing Alex.

“I'm so fucking excited right now. I can't believe I'll get to have this huge cock in my asshole.” He licked his balls slowly while stroking his dick.

Alex groaned.

“Do you really want to fuck me, Alex Reed?” Nico asked in a low tone.

“Yes, yes, a hundred times yes.”

Nico couldn’t help the grin that spread across his face and he still couldn't believe his high school wet dream was becoming a reality.

He moved off the bed to get the lube and condoms he always kept in his suitcase because he never knew when he was going to get laid.

It's not like he slept around with random men but he hoped he could meet someone to start a fresh relationship with. His last boyfriend dumped him and got married to a woman one month after they broke up so he was still a bit reluctant to be with another guy.

But this was Alex Reed.

The boy of his dreams and his Gay awakening. The relationship talk could come later.

When he got back with the lube and condoms, he saw the hesitation in Alex's eyes as he watched him, it was faint but Nico could see it clearly. He looked so hot with his messy hair and Nico was tempted to just get down to business but instead he gently laid down on the bed next to him.

“Are you having second thoughts?” He asked in a whisper.

Alex faced him with a small smile, “No..I..we can do this it's fine.”

“As much as I want you to fuck me, I'm not going to let you do anything if you're really not down for it. You seem nervous and I'd rather not take advantage of you. I need to ask, have you ever fucked a man before?”

Alex groaned then said in a quiet tone, “I wish I could say that I have.”

Nico almost smiled at that because he couldn’t believe his luck. He'd be Alex’s first.

“You really haven't ... .okay, we can start slow, I won't rush you.”

“I don’t want to go slow, Nico. I want to fuck you now.” Alex said.

Nico grinned. “Are you in heat or something? Hearing you say you want to fuck me turned me on even more”, he ran his hand through hair and pulled Alex closer for a quick kiss.

“Since it's your first time, I'll guide you the best I can so don't feel so nervous and don't hesitate either. It'll be fine as long as you listen to me, okay?”

“I really want to do this, Nico…but I..I hope I don't hurt you somehow because…”

“Shh shh it's okay, you won't hurt me as long as you let me guide you.”

Alex sighed. “Damn, I can't believe I'm doing this with you.”

“What do you mean?”

“Don't get me wrong, Nico. I'm glad this is happening, it's just really hard for me to relax even though I really want to. I hadn’t even kissed a guy till tonight.”

Nico gasped. “I'm your first kiss?”

“Yeah well…you're my first male kiss. First kiss that's ever meant something to me too.” Alex moved closer planting a gentle peck on Nico’s lips before whispering, “I mean it.”

He drew back a bit and chuckled, “You have an inquisitive look on your face, so go ahead and ask.”

Nico blushed. “It's nothing…”

“Nico, ask. It's okay”

“It's not like I actually wanted to ask you anything, because I didn’t want to offend you or make things unnecessarily awkward. I was just wondering if you've ever done anything at all with other men.”

“Blow and hand jobs. It never goes further than that.”

“Then why are you going further with me?” Nico blurted out and immediately regretted it. He shouldn't be pressing further, they should just fuck for the experience at least but he couldn't help but be curious.

Alex looked him straight in the eyes and said, “I'm doing this because I want to and I want you. I want you to be my first.” and my last, Alex thought but didn't dare say it out loud. He didn’t want Nico to know how much he wanted him.

“You want…me? Your first…me? Are you sure? Because I….”

Alex cut him short with a quick but teasing kiss, “You're starting to get more nervous than I was, relax.”

“This is your first time, I'm your first. It's a big deal and I need to make sure you really want this. Are you still drunk? You should probably go wash your face first or something so we'll be sure. I don't want to be taken to court later by the hot Lawyer I'm about to have sex with on grounds of taking advantage of him while he was drunk.”

Alex laughed. “I promise, there won't be a need to go to court but I must say that you're intoxicating, Nicolas. I feel drunk in a good way, a really good way. Your taste and scent is driving me crazy.”

Nico grinned. “I could say the same for you, golden boy Reed.”

“I have a favour to ask though, before we do this.”

“Okay, what is it?”

“Please, Nico. Promise me what happens between us, stays between us. Nobody knows about….my preference.”

“Oh…well that's okay, I understand. I have no one to tell anyway, plus people in town don't know I'm gay either…”, he sighed and added in a whisper, “...not even my own mother.”

“That's settled then.” Alex leaned in and kissed Nico so hard he almost forgot to breathe.

He moved his hand to Nico’s waist and pulled him even closer. Their dicks rubbed against each other, increasing their body heat and arousal.

“Fuck!” Nico growled as he broke the kiss and said, “I need you to fuck me badly.” He grabbed the lube and looked at Alex for a few seconds to search for any traces of hesitation, there were none. Alex looked at him with a wild hunger that made his heart race.

“Here, you'll need this first.” He took Alex's hand and poured some of the cold liquid on his index and middle finger before keeping it aside.

“What do I do now?” Alex asked quickly, getting impatient.

“You'll use your fingers to help me get ready for you. Now get to work, hot stuff.”

Alex couldn't help the smile that spread across his face as he reached behind Nico. He teased the entrance with a slow circling motion and then slid his index finger gently between Nico’s ass.

“Does this feel okay?” Alex asked in a quiet tone.

Nico nodded then sighed as he leaned in towards Alex's chest. “Yes, yes. Don't worry, Alex. Your finger is barely inside, you can keep going. I'll let you know if it hurts in a bad way.”

“Should I keep going like this?” Alex asked as he moved his finger in more, moving in and out gently.

“Go deeper.” Out of impatience, Nico moved to aid Alex in getting his finger in more.

“Fuck, this feels so good…too good.” Alex said as he slid his finger in and out of Nico in a faster rhythm.

“You can say that again. I'm ready for the other finger, I can't wait any longer. Do it now.”

In a split second, Alex slid the other finger in and Nico gasped. “Yes, just like that Alex. Keep going.” Nico struggled to keep his mind straight. His dick was already so hard, it hurt, and the thought of Alex's dick replacing his fingers almost made him cum right there but he managed to hold himself.

Alex chuckled lightly as he slid his fingers out of Nico.

“Fuck…please…don't stop now.” Nico whined.

“I'm going to need you to lie down on your back.” Alex said with a mischievous smile on his face.