I stayed in my room, for the rest of the day. Maria sent the maids to take care of me and put me to bed, but I didn't see her for the rest of the day, which I was grateful for.

At least she understood I wanted space, which I was grateful for. I didn't want her coming here and trying to explain anything to me, tho rage had taken control over me and I had slapped Lucas.

When I was calm later that day, I still couldn't believe it, I had indeed slapped Lucas and I had said those words to him. ...