I was living in my best days, though we were in hiding but what mattered to me was that I was in love with this man. I never thought that he would want to propose and it was the best day of my life.

What mattered was that we were happy, the night was cold and his arms kept me warm. Life felt like a dream but it was how calm things wete, that scared me the most, it felt like the calm before the calm before the storm.

The next morning came, and I woke up feeling so heavy, very aware that ...