I thought why Cain was just laughing when I asked him about the vesper. Eventually, I realized that we didn't want to talk, especially in unimportant matters. But because I was really determined and it was one of my manner that if I wanted to know something, I would really coerce someone. That wasn't truly my manner at all, because I wasn't an inquisitive boy. I just wanted to ask and I want an answer, because I didn't want it to mess my mind, and there was nothing would be gone if Cain would ...