BEN POV

Many times I wish that it had just been a bad dream.

Many times I wish that I had never pushed him away when I really needed him.

Many times I wish that I had told him how much I loved him.

Many times I wish that I had never given him a hard time... I should have pulled him close when I wanted to be alone.

But it was too late to take it all back.

But it was too late to ever feel the proximity of his body molding into mine.

It was too late to ever hear his ...