BEN POV I took a deep breath, trying to compose myself.

I had always known the truth for a long time; I just didn’t want to admit it.

It was always Ambrose.

Even in death, he still owned my heart.

Somehow, I had convinced myself that Nolan could fill that void, but even after all these years, the thoughts of Ambrose still consumed me.

I still remembered every single thing about him.

Just like that, I had lost Nolan.

The man who put aside his happiness just to make me happy.

I ...