Losing My Virginity

I had been masturbating for years, but I was always terrified to go all the way. I must admit that I was curious. I wanted to know what it was like, and I wanted to please my boyfriend. But I just couldn’t deal with losing my virginity.

One Saturday night, my parents were out for the evening, and my brother had gone out with friends. I was home alone, so I took the opportunity to pop one of my dad’s porn videos into the DVD player. I was lying on the couch ...