After spending some hours, I stood on the railing. This pain, This love, This desperation of mine was it all for naught? Am I not allowed to feel loved? Why can't I have happiness in every aspect of life? Neither friends nor love... Is there nothing in my fate?

I was looking down. I saw Desmond leave. I swallowed hard and went inside. Is it my fault that I loved him? That I tried to work this marriage out? That I want nothing but his love?

I was sitting blankly as Savannah ...