I remained there. I crawled to bed and put my chin on it. I set the flashlight to the wall and stare at it. My lips formed a thin line as I stared at it.

None of your affection will affect me now Desmond. I am truly broken. I don't think I'll be able to trust you ever again.

You have shattered me in such a miserable way that I can't even trust my delusions. You are successful in breaking my heart and soul.

You even crushed all my optimistic facades- along with those ...