Ester, Am I awake for you or I couldn't sleep because of you?

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She scared me to no extent, what If something happened to her? She is my responsibility. I can't let anyone hurt her... except me. But, she made me feel so scared when she didn't come back early, I almost lost myself, my breath, when I couldn't find her. I sighed deeply, my mind is feeling undesirable emotions which are utterly disturbing and I don't want that thought to even cross my mind. That pathetic woman is ...