Ester, don't love me. I am toxic for you. Stop believing in your stupid delusions and leave me alone. Your love is meaningless! You and I are not meant for each other. That's why.. please.. leave me.

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Burning in the fire of wrath, filling with fury and distress. I almost lost control over myself but I know that I have to keep as calm as possible, I have to refrain myself so that my anger won't burst on Ester like before. I don't want to make her sad. I have to control my ...