Ester, With your guidance, I shall move forward. Just hold my hand to tell me that you are here for me and we will be together; eternally.

"This is my first time so I am a bit nervous and shy so please bear with me.....- I consider myself useless, pathetic and especially a crybaby.

I cry on every little thing- I still do but each tear, each emotion I share; either negative or positive, Tells me that I am alive. That I still have emotions inside me and I have to move ...