My eyes slowly opened when the sunlight penetrated through the curtains. I adjusted my vision and the realization hit me like a truck.

I realized that my soul is corrupt now. I have lost my innocence, my purity.

‘I successfully bargained for my virginity.’

I have just survived the most horrendous night of my life. Depression took over me in just one day.

I'll turn insane but I have no choice but to keep these feelings in my heart and bear this undesirable feeling ...