What Xavier said was true. He said he would take me away the next day, and the next day he showed up.

I was ready, but I struggled symbolically and swore.

"Xavier you son of a bitch! If you're gonna send me out, don't you ever beg me back... HMMM HMMM -"

I couldn't make a sound because Xavier pulled out a piece of breakfast bread and shoved it straight into my mouth. "HMMM HMMM HMMM -"

I wasn't swearing well at all, my hands were handcuffed behind my back, and I was ...