This definitely could be a war that we do not win. And I was not prepared for that fact. I was not prepared for us to lose. I had been so sure that we were going to win, so confident in our abilities and our progress, that I underestimated everything that Lilith could truly do. I miscalculated. All because we were able to defeat the Lycan King, I thought we were strong enough. That one victory filled me with a false sense of certainty. But that was a completely different situation. That does ...