Nolan takes the lead by scoring 4-2 at the end of the football match. I stand frozen, shocked to my bones because I thought otherwise.

At the start of the game, I swore down I was going to win him, but things changed to my disbelief.

When my fragile legs start to tremble, I collapse onto the grass, panting hard and yelling dramatically under my breath.

I have a sweat sticking on my forehead, but I care less. I just keep imagining and replaying the entire scenario in my mind.

“I can't ...