There is a point in life when you finally get tired of people telling you what you’re going to do, and there is also a moment in your life when you gain clarity of how bullshit things are, and you can’t help but laugh. This was one of those moments, and as Silas’ words rolled over in my mind, I couldn’t help but laugh.

“You’re fucking joking, right?”

With a heavy sigh, he stared at me, “No, I’m not. Why would I joke about this?”

“Oh, I don’t know. ...