Colton and I are at a standoff; it's a little unnerving but liberating all the same. I know now that there'll be times when we disagree but that doesn't mean he'll leave me, which for some reason was one of my biggest fears.

I've never been in a relationship before obviously so I'm not quite sure how these things work. My parents had called it quits before I came along and I've never had the opportunity to see the inner workings of one up close and personal. I have no frame of ...