"Caitlin, do you know what it does to me when you cry and I'm not there to hold you?" I sniffled and tried to pull myself together. Acting like a baby is a sure way to lose him, but sometimes I can't help myself. Life is so unfair.

"There's nothing in this world that should make you cry. You're beautiful, smart, and you're loved. I love you, your family loves you and I know you're well taken care of even if I'm not there and you know I'll be with you ...