My trembling legs followed them as they led me through hallways. With my arms wrapped around my body, I was holding back a torrent of tears.

But my heart was wailing unrestrained. It was calling out for help. I was scared and more desperate now than ever. I was also exhausted, from fighting them off and being determined to protect my dignity.

Right now, I can't do that anymore. Not when my ugly fate was already sealed. I was feeling sorry for myself; reassuring myself that I didn't deserve ...