My whole body racked with pains as I lay down there on the floor, I felt pressured down my belly, everything hurt.

“Are you okay? You don't look so good” Thanks a lot for pointing that out jail mate.

“Thanks for the word of comfort, yes I don't look so good because I don't fucking feel so go-arrh” I cried out as a pain lanced through me and I heard shuffling and then a sound of chain touching metal and I knew she was a the cell bars separating us.

“You're in labor, how far along are you?” She was so surprised and I felt my eyes widen with shock.

“Four months, it shouldn't come now” I cried out as another round of pain filled my whole body.

“Try to push, the contractions are already too close together than normal, force it out” She ordered and I took in a deep breath as I tried mimicking a pushing sort of movement.

“Push my dear, push” The lady tried and I groaned.

“It's not as if I understand what you mean by push” I snapped as another ‘bout of pain lanced through me.

“It's your first, oh dear this is not a good place for child birth” She pointed out and anger filled dmy body as the past events of the day before rushed through me.

“Of course I know that, if you can't help me, leave me the heck alone and stop being such a —goddess aaarrgh” I screamed the loudest as I felt my private part tear and soon pain began to emanate from there as shrill soft cries filled the place and I glanced downwards to find two umbilical cords connected to two little tiny children whose eyes were closed as they screamed like mad.

“Cut it quick and pick them up” The lady ordered and I took in a deep breath as I used my claws to slit the umbilical cords off and they flew back into my body through the crack that was slowly healing up, I didn't have my wolf yet but the normal genes of a wolf was in me.

Which no one knew except my kids now and this lady, and the former alpha-, tears filled my eyes again, I hadn't even had time to mourn him.

“Thank you” I appreciated the lady from the other cell. “And forgive me for my words, I'm not always like that” She laughed at my words so hard I felt embarrassed as I stared at the two bundles of joy in my arms.

“I cussed more with my kid” Her voice turned sadder at the end and before I could ask, I heard rapid footsteps and then leys rattling before the door of my cell sprang open and in walked Kieran who stared at me with shock.

I retreated into myself with the kids in my arms held tightly as they both glanced around curiously.

“You were pregnant?”.He mumbled with shock but I didn't reply him, simply moving more back as fear filled me up.

“What do you want?” I croaked out and his eyes flared as he glared at me, recovering from his shock.

“This is also my children, don't think giving birth to them would make me accept you, I will take one with me, the male would be my heir” He walked up to me as my eyes widened and I tried to move away from his clutches but I was too weak and he chuckled at my pathetic attempts.

“Please don't” I cried but he sent a slap to my face and I gasped as I felt my lips split before he took the male child from my arms and left the dungeons with the wailing baby.

“No please, my baby!!” I cried, holding the other and rushing towards the cell door just as it was slammed into my face and I slumped down to my knees as I screamed sand wialed with my baby girl in my arms, calling out for my second child.

“Such wickedness” Came from the other cell as my tears died down and I felt anger rise within me, I would never forgive Kieran, for everything he had done to me, I wanted to make him pay.

I felt my claws dig out and my fangs elongate as anger began to fill my entire being, I slammed myself into the door hard and heard a crack, two crack, from the bone in my arms cracking and from the break of the cell key.

The anger resided and I pulled at the door gently as it pulled open and joy filled me, I won't stay here any more minute, I had to go get my kid.

I found no one around as I left the dungeons, making sure to tell the lady that I was sorry for not taking her with me but she laughed It off and told me to go.

I went up the stairs, bypassing no one seeing as it was so late already, I followed the sound of tiny cries and hiccups to a door beside mine up stairs and found Kieran to me inside and this time, being so close to him, the bond made no sound as though in support of my decisions.

I saw that I couldn't take my son and it filled me with unimaginable pain and giving the crescent moon birth mark on his tiny feet one last look, I took my baby girl and fled the pack house.

I ran through the woods with great pain, I had to leave their territory before they knew I was gone and it wouldn't be long before they did.

I ran for so long and soon found the tree marking the end of every pack’ territory and showing the beginning of another.

I gave one last glance to the pack that had caused me so much pain and sighed with fatigue as I took the step past the border and pain filled me as a snap echoed and soon growls and howls filled the air and I knew for a surety, that I was free from their cruelty and hatred and judgement.

Now I had to live for my child, the baby who had been sleeping soundly through all the running I did opened up her eyes cutely to coo at me and I smiled through tears for leaving my baby boy behind.