
Writer's pov
"I promise you I thought so too, I thought I had everything wrapped under my armpit, but guess what? I got nothing wrapped, I was only clouded by desperation and the things I wanted to achieve."
Lilian was wondering why Mrs Alice was telling her all these things even when she already left her know she was not interested in listening to the story.
"I will say this again, you and I are totally different, don't you dare compare yourself to me, I will get what I want and become the Luna of the pack unlike you that never changed your story.
"Our desperation sometimes cloud our mind so much that we think we got it but meanwhile we are not close to it at all. Do you know how much I regret having you without a father, do you know how much I hate that we can't tell people that I am your Luther because I was too desperate to have the Alpha that I ended up mistakingly falling asleep with the guards to have you." Lilian was fuming while listening to Mrs Alice.
"I have told you and I will say it again, you have never and will never be my bother so stop saying stupid things like when you had me." Lilian said to Mrs Alica angrily and walked away. Mrs Alice was not happy with the way Lilian was moving because it was too similar to the way she loved when she was younger, she already left the pack when Lilian left but when she noticed that Lilian was back she had to return because she knew Very well what Lilian intention would be the moment she returns here.
Lilian is Mrs Alice secret biological daughter, she hid the truth from everyone so much that even Edna mother knew nothing about Lilian being Alice daughter. Back then when Lilian was coming to the pack house, Alice told Luna Becky that she had a little girl that lost her parent and she was a distant relative, she never told them that Lilian was her daughter and that's the beef Lilian has with her, she felt like Alice was too embarrassed that she never made anyone know that she was her daughter.
But the truth is Alice still had her eyes for the Alpha who was head over heel in love with Edna's mother, but even though he loved her he couldn't be with her because she was just an omega and Becky was the daughter of the Beta. She was of a Beta lineage and both families promised to join their children together to keep the bond they both shared.
Becky on the other hand never loved the Alpha but to get the Luna title she had to do what her family told her to do, and has always loved to he respected as she was raised to be the Luna.
When she got married to the Alpha was when she realized that the Alpha was in love with another woman, at first she was already jealous of Edna's mother outstanding beauty that seemed too much for an ordinary maid, so she always preferred Alice who also hated Edna's mom.
They put the hatred they felt together and made life a living hell for Edna's mom, all these things are what Alice regrets doing now, she realized they were to vile and they passed fish the hatred to her daughter Edna.
Alica sat down in her bed reminiscing on those moments In the past, she wish she had done the right thing maybe she wouldn't have been filled with too much regrets right now.
Her biggest fear right now is her daughter taking her steps, it seemed so similar, and the same way she was warned she didn't listen is the same way she warned hey daughter and she knew the Luna was only using Lilian just the way she used her, her only fear is that she don't want her daughter to end up doing something very terrible for Luna Becky because she knew very well that Luna Becky would abandon Lilian and act like she had no hand in it from the start.
"If only she wasn't so stubborn like me." Alica muttered and heaved a sigh. She decided to go to bed then it crossed her mind what happened few minutes ago and how she saw Edna laying lifeless on the floor, it was just the same as her mother and she was also carrying the Alpha's baby and Becky got rid of it the sane way she just got rid of Edna's baby.
Alice had so much that she could use to bring Becky down because there was too many evidence with her but she didn't want to because she wasn't a saint either, she also did some horrible things in the past which she regret, so she decided not to put too much energy in trying to expose Becky.
She decided to go to bed and see what happens tomorrow.
The next morning.
Lilian wax the first to wake up, she sat on her bed thinking about what Alice told her last night, she was also tired of fighting for what seemed like a lost battle but she couldn't stop herself, she felt like she had already gotten too far to stop right now.
She heaved a sign and brushed her hair backwards as she stood up from the bed and stood in front of her mirror, she realized that there was difference when she did the same thing in Alpha Darrel room. The difference is what makes her even more desperate. Because how is she looking like a princess in that mirror boy here she's looking like a dirty maid.
Lilian was desperate to live a luxurious life that she has always framed if just like her mother. After thinking for a while she finally remembered she's supposed to show up in the the Luna's room.
She rushed into the bathroom and took her bath immediately. When she was gone she walked out of the bathroom and dressed up, when she was done dressing she looked at herself again and found what she was wearing too cheap and tacky l. She remembered what Edna wore few days ago and realized that's the type of outfit she wants to be wearing, she walked back to the closet and brought out another dress, that way her room turned into a mess as she had already bright out all her clothes and nothing looked good.
"Arggggh!" She screamed at the top of her voice and threw everything on the floor unknowing to her that her favorite perfume was there, it fell in the door and broke, her frustration only worsened when she saw the perfume on the floor. She used all the money she made for the month to get that perfume and it's been only two days she's used it.
Sis had no other choice but to blame it in Edna ad usual, she thought of Edna was not in the picture so many things would not be happened and she wouldn't be here looking like and angry woman.
Lilian felt like if she doesn't do anything right now she might really end up becoming like Alice. After everything Alice told her last night she realized she was wasting too much time which due might end up regretting.
"I will not sit down and do nothing, I will make sure I get him by hook or by crook." Lilian muttered to herself and walked out of the room.
She was not in a good mood so the moment she knocked she walked into Becky's room without a smile on her face pole she would normally do.
They both walked out of the room and Becky had breakfast, Becky noticed the little changes in her character and started wondering what changed.
"Are you okay?" Becky asked Lilian and she let out a faint fake smile.
"I'm okay." Lilian replied.
Luna Becky headed to the sitting room and started wondering what her son would be doing right now, she thought there might be need to prove Edna wrong for making her son think she's a horrible person.
"Get ready we're going to the hospital." Becky said to Lilian and stood up from the sitting room. Lilian looked at what she was wearing and realized she was dressed well, Luna Becky suddenly paused walking and turned back to look at her.
"Aren't you going to get changed?" Luna Becky asked Lilian and immediately Lilian rushed to get changed, even though she had nothing to wear.
After a while they both stepped out of the house, while they were on their way to the hospital Lilian kept thinking about how she doesn't want to see them all lovey dovey and she was also wondering why Luna Becky was going to see them all of a sudden, she's not such a nice person so what the herd of going there.
"What is her plan." Lilian asked herself and turned to look at Becky.


