Stefan 

　　I had to tell Sara that I had a business trip.

　　I told her I'd be back soon. She believed me. The reality was different. In my hand, I held the plane ticket to see Kara in California. I didn't know what I would say to her when I saw her or how I would apologize. I didn't even know if she would forgive me, but since she left, I realized I made the most mistake of my life. I should have never gotten divorced. 

　　I thought about Kara and our ...