Kara

　　"Yes, Derek. I did," I admitted. The way he looked at me felt different. After that response, I knew I had lost Derek forever. I could never win him back. I thought about everything he had given me and everything I had taken away from him. When I arrived in Los Angeles, I found a man who was emotionally and mentally stable. He fell in love with me and took the risk of giving me his best, but I only took and crushed his feelings. My mess broke him.

　　I would ...