I can't go down like this. It would be a disgrace to myself and my family if I died because of a minor inconvenience. It would be a disgrace for me to know that the one time I tried to fight alone without any help, I got myself into a big mess.

　　Terran would laugh and mock me, while my family would scorn me. I'd just be proving to him that I couldn't handle circumstances on my own; I'd only be proving to him that I required his assistance with whatever I was ...