Confessions II

　　Alexey's POV

　　Petrulli and I got back to the States and I said our goodbyes and till next time.

　　"This was awesome bro, it really was, we should do this more often," Petrulli expressed, he was right, we should spend more time in our lives doing crazy shit like that, life's too short to spend behind a desk, and life's definitely too short to spend denying feelings that are clearly there for all eyes to see.

　　I got back to my house and all I could think of was her, what was she doing, what was she wearing, who was she with?

　　Is she mad at me?

　　Questions continued to flood my mind.

　　I found myself daydreaming like a schoolboy, wondering what our kids would look like.

　　"Whoa, slow down Alexey," I said out loud, calling myself to order after I had daydreamed a bit too far.

　　But that's how you make me feel Irena, I can't seem to understand it, it's all so new so different.

　　I've been in love before, I know I have, but this, this is so much more, so much deeper.

　　I picked up my phone and tried to call her, it was the middle of the night but I still tried, I just really wanted to hear her voice.

　　"Straight to voicemail, of course, I should've figured that since I'm calling so late, it's past three AM, she's probably fast asleep by now," I concluded before shutting my eyes to get some sleep of my own.

　　"Alexey my love, come here please," Irena called out to me from inside the bedroom. I rushed in to see what she needed only to find her naked and dripping wet with water from head to toe fresh out of the shower.

　　"Wow!" I found myself expressing, I was stunned.

　　"You must've seen me like this a thousand times now sweetheart, surely you can't be that impressed," she reasoned as she took slow sensual steps approaching me leaving a trail of cute water prints everywhere she stepped.

　　"Oh I am, just like I'll be the two thousandth time and the three thousandth and so on you Irena Ursula a true vision of beauty, a work of art, a wonder of the world and I could never possibly get enough," I expressed in detail as she made her way closer inch by inch. The thought of feeling her hands on my skin caused my already hard dick to throb.

　　I swallowed hard as I watched her, the droplets of water were like a thousand crystals that lined her pale marble-like skin, I noticed her red hair rested perfectly on her slender shoulders. The water that made the otherwise sunset red color of her hair a much darker crimson, it was a delicious sight.

　　Her lips were pouted, in anticipation for a kiss, I could already tell how they would feel on mine; tender, delicate, and yet holding so much power over me, all she had to do was say the word, and whatever she wanted would be hers.

　　My eyes ran down her breasts hungrily and I swallowed thickly

　　They were perfect, the most tantalizing pair of breasts I have laid my eyes on. I wanted to grab her and squeeze them, pinch her perky nipples and suck on them.

　　She slowly walked towards me, close enough that I could smell her, she smelled of flowers and heaven.

　　Yes heaven, Irena Ursula, she strikes a truly otherworldly figure.

　　As she approached finally within touching distance my anticipation was at an all-time high, I could explode with desire.

　　She leaned in for a kiss and I was all too happy to oblige, finally.

　　"Come to me my love," she said seductively, extending her arms to take me in her warm embrace. This is it, the moment I have waited for all this time, this is it.

　　Suddenly an annoying sound dragged my attention away from her and I found myself on my couch where I had fallen asleep with my phone on my chest alarm blaring.

　　"A dream huhn, damn," what a dream it was I switched off the alarm to find that the time was barely past five AM.

　　"Wow, I didn't get any sleep at all, doesn't matter a specimen like me can go with just an hour of sleep," I said out loud to myself as I got up off the couch to prepare myself for the day ahead.

　　I showered, brushed my teeth, fixed my hair, and began to get dressed.

　　"Yup, I'm like Batman or something," I commented looking at my reflection in the mirror as I put on my last piece of clothing.

　　I couldn't reach Irena on the phone yesterday but I'm not giving up, even if I have to go up to her door I'll do just that.

　　I headed out and picked a car to take out today and as I drove I was powerless to stop my mind from flashing back to the dream I had and how much I wanted that to be my reality.

　　What was I going to say?

　　How was I going to say it?

　　Irena's not like any other woman I've met, she's strong and independent, she's vicious and ruthless.

　　I can't go in there half-assed and unprepared, I have to know exactly what to say.

　　"Damn, am I sweating?" I winced as I checked the AC.

　　Pull yourself together Alexey, just go in there and present your case, you do this all the time in front of proud older men and women, if I can handle that in a board room then I can handle this now.

　　"Just smile, maintain eye contact, be confident and be your sexy self," I repeated the mantra to myself the rest of the drive there.

　　I finally pulled up to her villa at just past seven and knocked for a while but no one seemed to be home.

　　"It's fine, I'll just wait, I've got nowhere else to be on a Saturday after all," I convinced myself as I sat on the stairs in front of the main entrance.

　　A few moments later a brilliant, Bugatti La Voiture Noire pulled up in front of the mansion and I couldn't help but feel amazed at the sight of it. The next sight however topped it completely.

　　As I sat there in awe of the magnificent vehicle that had just pulled up in front of me, out stepped Irena in all of her glory, she was as gorgeous as in the dream I had of her the night before, as gorgeous as she has always been.

　　"Alexey?" She called out squinting as she stepped out of the car, it must've been a long night.

　　"Irena, hi," 'hi'? Really Alexey? 'hi'? I'm supposed to be better than this.

　　" Hi, what are you doing here?" She inquired as she approached me

　　"Oh you know, I was in the neighborhood and just thought I'd stop by and see how you were doing," I said immediately realizing it was too late to take back the words once they had left my mouth. Honestly what the fuck is wrong with me? How can one woman throw me off my game so much?

　　"In the neighborhood?" Magnus repeated mockingly drawing my attention to his presence, "good one lover boy," he finished.

　　"It's nice to see you too Magnus," I responded sarcastically before turning my attention back to Irena whose expression I found hard to read, I couldn't tell if she was glad to see me or not, I had no idea what she was feeling, sometimes I wish I could read her mind, like the way it almost feels like she can read mine at times.

　　"Well I'm off to mine, goodnight all," Magnus announced as he turned around and headed towards the garage of Irena's place, " and good luck to you." I heard him try to whisper to Irena, but maybe he must've been listening to really loud music of late because he was as loud as ever.

　　"Well, Alexey, do you want to come in?" She offered as she led the way towards the main entrance.

　　"Yes of course," I responded as I followed her, she pushed the doors open, which was weird since I had tried that earlier to no avail, but maybe there's some sort of trick to it.

　　I followed her into the main hall as I sat down. She brought some drinks and poured them and sat next to me.

　　"I've actually been meaning to reach out to you," she started to speak while I was mostly distracted by her red lips and the way they moved.

　　"I feel like I owe you an apology for the last time we spoke, you had just made that lovely gesture and I only went and repaid it by going off on you over the phone, it's been a tough couple of months," she explained as I struggled to pay attention, all the while flashing back to my dream.

　　"Oh no, that's perfectly fine," I assured in an empathic voice, "we all have those moments, you don't need to apologize," I finished as I picked up my glass to take a sip of my drink, good stuff, I'll be sure to take note of the name before the day is up.

　　"I'm actually here for a more specific reason as well," I stated as I slowly set the glass down and looked her straight in the eyes, those gorgeous green eyes. Shit I'm getting distracted again.

　　"I've recently been doing some soul searching, I was in Mexico a few days ago," I began to explain before realizing her facial expression had soured.

　　"What is it?" I inquired as I etched a bit closer.

　　"Mexico, I know, I was there, I saw you, and that girl," she revealed, pouting a little bit as I tried to discern for sure if I picked up a hint of jealousy in her tone.

　　"You did?" I was surprised and suddenly worried. If she had seen me go into the room with the chick, I mean Angel, she would get the wrong message.

　　"Let me just start by saying that nothing happened between her and me," I swore in an assuring tone.

　　"I mean maybe something would've happened, but I couldn't go through with it, I couldn't stop thinking about you Irena, because-," I hesitated as I looked up from the floor and into her eyes expecting to find disgust but rather I found her eyes fixed on me in eagerness waiting for me to say what I had to say and that filled me with the conviction I needed.

　　"Because I love you, Irena," I had finally said it out loud to her. It felt like a huge load had been lifted and it felt good, now for the next load, would she say it back, for moments at a time she was silent before she finally broke the silence by saying;

　　"The theme of yesterday's all-nighter was to forget about my problems and frustrations for a night and I did I really did, I even found a man to satisfy me for the night-," that little detail could've been left out but I'll let her finish, I had decided to deal with anything I get, "but then just when he was about to, one of the problems I tried so hard to get rid of, crawled it's way into my head and ruined the mood for both of us, it was you Alexey-," I couldn't hold back the silly smile that began to creep across my lips as she kept going "thoughts of you and how the only person I would like to do this with was you, the only person I would want kissing me in that manner, touching me in those places, holding me like that was you!"

　　She explained with her voice heavy with emotion, she hadn't said the words back yet, and she didn't have to, at that moment I knew how she felt.

　　She loves me too.

　　I leaned in to kiss her and she kissed me right back. We shared a passionate and intense kiss for several seconds before finally breaking only to look into each other's eyes. I knew at that moment I was whole, and I could tell she felt the same way.

　　We embraced and made love.

　　Could this be the start of something new and wonderful in my life?