DAMON.

　　We arrived at the pack, we were greeted by the pack as they welcomed me back to the pack joyously although it was still midnight. The moon shone brightly and illuminated, the entire pack ground. I nodded at their greetings, because I was not interested. I walked into the house and my mum also followed, while the guards went to their various houses. I walk towards my room, while my mum also walks to her room.

　　" Good night mum" I whispered to her.

　　"Good night, son," my mum replied softly, calming me down.

　　"Everything is going to be alright, although I may not know what you are passing through but you can confide in me if you need a friend to talk to" she added and walked towards the direction of her room. I stood rooted to the spot and washed her walk away.

　　I removed my gaze from her and walked into my room to see it the way it was before I left, nothing changed . It was still clean, the maids were doing their jobs. My eyes held sadness immediately I remembered my mate, Carlisle. She was an innocent beautiful girl and that monstrous beast Jake took her away from me, I clenched my fist angrily thinking of what he would have done to her, I felt a pang in my heart, squeezing my chest tightly. With my breathing becoming haggard, I took a slow steady breath and started breathing normally.

　　I sighed sadly and walked towards my bathroom, I brushed my teeth and removed my clothes, the clothes I wore cling to my shoulder as I removed it before throwing it in the laundry basket. I switched on the tap and I watched as the water hit my skin softly. I took the sponge and soap, scrubbed my skin and watched away the dry blood which was on my skin. After a while of scrubbing, I let the water wash away the soap, I switched off the shower.

　　I took a towel which was lying on the hanger and tied it around my waist before walking back into my room. I dried my body with the towel, tying back the towel on my waist as I walked towards my closet. I opened it and gazed at the clothes, not finding the one I was looking for, then I saw it in the left hand of the closet. I took my pajamas and my underwear from the closet.

　　I walked back towards my bed, dropped it on the bed, removed the towel which was tied on my waist and hung it back from where I previously took it. Then I put on my underwear before wearing my pajamas, staring at my reflection in the mirror. I saw a scar on my cheek remembering what transpires between me and Jake, just thinking about him makes me want to kill him. I punched the mirror angrily breaking it into pieces, my legs squashed the broken pieces of the making it piece into my leg but I cared less. It healed almost immediately.

　　Jake was a real beast and jerk, how could he keep my mate away from me for too long, my hatred for him kept increasing. I wore my flip-flops.I was really fueled by my anger and couldn't think straight, picking up the pieces of the mirror. I threw them in the trash bin, walking down the stairs. I walked towards the bar in the house, I took the tequila, opened it before pouring it in the cup which was on the table in the bar.

　　My throat burned as I poured it down my throat, ignoring the pain I continued drinking and when it reached some stage I started drinking directly from the bottle itself. Soon I was drunk and kept seeing flashes of Carlisle in the room, my eyes held happiness and I hugged her immediately.

　　She patted my back and I fell asleep.

　　Looking around I saw Carlisle preparing breakfast. I was really happy, knowing she had been released by that monster. My anger was rising but I decided not to bring it up since she is here with me now and will not want to spoil the good mood I was in before I thought about him. I hugged her from behind and she laughed as I tickled her. I held her in my arms with her saying sweet words to me.

　　"Are you really Carlisle, I really miss you" I said and she nodded gleaming happily.

　　"Yes I am, why are you asking though?" Carlisle asked with her eyebrows raised slightly.

　　"It's nothing, I just want to be sure this isn't a dream. Even if it is a dream, I hope I never wake up" I said and she nodded with a smile plastered on her beautiful face. I pulled her closer to myself and smashed my lips against hers, she reciprocated immediately.

　　Our tongue fought for dominance but I later won when I bit her lower lips and she moaned out loudly. I was kissing her then I opened my eyes to see me kissing my flip-flops, groaning in annoyance before throwing it away.

　　Standing up angrily, looking around, I saw I slept on the ground after passing out because I drank too much yesterday's night. My mind went back to the dream I have, I really wish it was true. I stood up from the ground before walking towards the gym in the house, punching the bags furiously and angrily thinking it was Jake I was punching.

　　The bag tore open revealing its contents but I ignored it and moved on to the next punching bag. I punched the bag angrily venting my anger on the poor bag. Sweat was dripping down my face, the punching bag also tore open. Walking towards the weight, I carried it using my werewolf speed to carry it. I grunted and continued pushing it, soon sweats covered my whole body and my pajamas were wet already.

　　Placing the weight down gently, and walking out of the gym. I walked towards the kitchen, fetching some water into a cup which I took from the basket in the kitchen. I drink to my satisfaction before climbing up the fleet of stairs, walking into my room. I sat down on the cushion in my room, sighing softly with my hands placed on my chin. I stood up from the cushion to brush my teeth and Also have my bath, walking into the bathroom.

　　I brushed my teeth and rinsed it with water. I walked towards the shower switching it on after removing my pajamas. I scrubbed my body with the sponge, letting the water rinse the soap.

　　I walked out of the bathroom cladded with a towel, after I switched off the shower. I dried my body and applied lotion on my body and I wore my clothes, my stomach growled reminding me I have not taken anything since yesterday's evening. I walked out of my room and saw a maid cooking some food.

　　"Good morning, Alpha" the maid greeted with her head bowed, and I nodded at her, she continued what she was doing.

　　"Is the food not ready yet?" I asked with a frown on my face.

　　"It will soon be ready," she said, not looking back. I walked towards the dining room, and sat on the chair in the dining room staring at nothing. The smell of the food filled the entire house, the maid soon came and served the food.

　　The smell was intoxicating and mouthwatering. I munched on it hungrily and drank the fruit juice, which the maid served me. I walked back into my room after relaxing a little bit, and soon my sister knocked on the door.

　　"Come in, the door is not locked,'' I said and she turned the door knob. She walked into the room fully, looking around my room briefly.

　　"You don't have a bad taste, brother" she said and I sigh, knowing she didn't come to my room for that.

　　"What do you want, just go straight to the point and say whatever you want" I replied and she rolled her eyes at me sarcastically.

　　"Where are you all this while?"she asked and I groaned.

　　" Do you really have to know?" I asked, staring at her intensively, hoping to make her back off.

　　"It isn't fair, you always know where I also go to anytime I'm going out" she replied with a pout.

　　"I went to visit one of my friends," I replied.

　　"Since you have known what you came for you can now leave me in peace" I stated.

　　"You are so mean" she replied still pouting, she punched me in my shoulder in a friendly manner.

　　The sun has started paving way for the moon, it was evening already, I looked out through the window in my room and saw the kids playing. I sat on the bed in my room and was lost in thought, when a knock jolted me out of my thoughts. I smelled my mum's scent, walking towards the door. I opened it, paving the way for her to come in and also closed the door behind her.

　　"Good morning, Mum." I greeted and she smiled at me.

　　"Morning, Damon." she replied and I sighed knowing she doesn't call me by my name unless she has an important thing to talk to me about.

　　"What's it mum?" I asked and she rolled her eyes.

　　"Why do you want to commit suicide, hun, tell me." she shouted angrily at me.

　　"You could have told me what was bothering you, instead you went ahead to eat the forbidden leave. If not for Brittany, you would have been dead, do you even consider how I feel" she ranted angrily with unshed tears gleaming brightly in her eyes, she was at the verge of crying.

　　"I'm sorry mum, what am passing through right now, is what makes me to make the decision if commiting suicide." I replied with tears streaming down my face, cleaning it with my hands.

　　I hate it when my mum gets angry at me, my eyes stings and I shut it before opening it back.

　　"What you are passing through made you do that, what are you passing through that make you want to commit suicide" she fired back angrily with hot steams blowing out through her nostril, I was taken aback by the sudden outburst of my mum.

　　"Do you even know what I am passing through?" I muttered heartbroken, with my hands placed on my chest because the pain I was feeling there was unbearable.

　　"Did you know I found my mate long ago?" I said, taking a deep breath. "She was taken away when I was defeated by the same wizard who attacked us yesterday's night, as if that wasn't enough. The elders told me to find my mate or else I will be dethroned" I added shutting my eyes, she walked towards me hugging me and patting my back.

　　"Everything is going to be alright" she said soothingly, her hands were at my back patting me. I was really comfortable.

　　"We can go to the garden and watch as the moon sets," my mum said.

　　My mum dragged my hand and I followed her reluctantly, she sat in a chair and also motioned for me to sit beside her.

　　"You passing through that doesn't mean you should commit suicide, you could have tell me earlier and we would have found a way out" she said.

　　"It's okay you don't need to be down . I will try saving you mate even if I should give up my life for hers'' she said.

　　"Mum nothing is going to happen to you" I replied, thinking of what my life would have been if she was not with me.

　　"You don't have to talk, let's just watch for the moon sets" my mum replied and I nodded and looked up to the bright moon.