Jake

　　I needed to get that leaf as soon as I possibly could. Brittany has been behaving like a ghost whenever I go to the dark forest which was slowly starting to irritate me. I walked up the stairs to go to my room and shut the door immediately I got in, I walked towards the balcony thinking of a possible way to give her a surprise attack catching her off guard completely so i could get the leaf and get the hell out of that place

　　I was growing sick of going to places repeatedly and seeing that wizard everyday makes me want to puke my guts out. I unbuttoned my shirt and threw on the dresser I felt hot, hungry and extremely tired but there was no rest for the wicked fir I had something to do tonight

　　A knock on the door made mr to groaned but then I said a small 'come in' before the door opened and her perceived the sweet scent of food which he was totally craving for, i looked at the maid and saw that it was Lola with a teasy smile on her face as much as she looked sexy as hell I didn't have a damn interest in getting into her today, perhaps it's because all I had in mind was Carlisle and my determination to get the leaf from Brittany which if she was strong as hell she couldn't stand me for so long and I needed to end the fight because that damn old wizard kept talking my head with a very loud voice I didn't even know exactly how he did that

　　"Hi handsome" she smiled and I just looked at her

　　"Hey"

　　"You up for a round before... Oh wow! You look like you've been hit by a truck" I let out a laugh

　　"That's because I'm exhausted, how about another time" I slapped her ass and she jumped

　　"Of course" as soon as she walked out of the room I rolled my eyes

　　I looked the food before gently beginning to dig in, I clearly didn't know what was wrong right now few seconds ago I was hungry as hell and right now I'm just picking the food or did Lola's act of sexiness made me lose interest in food but that's not even possible as much as I like sleeping around nothing comes in the way of my food

　　I dropped the fork and removed my pants before grabbing a towel, perhaps a nice bathe with make me relax and moreover I need some sleep and time to get away from all this stuff that I've been thinking about this last few days and fighting off Brittany was just something I needed to be ready for because she was not going to give up that easily and I find it really hard to even believe I'm going this all in the name of getting someone in my life

　　I never in my life imagined myself drowning over a woman who really doesn't give a shit over me, since the first time I laid my eyes on her she's all I ever wanted and nothing else but Damon came in the way and to my surprise he rejected her. She had no flaws as a matter of fact she was the definition of beauty and had everything I man will ever want but though he rejected her she still loved him that's what hurt me the most I mean yeah I know I can be demanding and crazily wicked by I really meant it when I said I was in love with her but she hated me for a whole lot of reasons

　　Come to think of it, I haven't seen the whole fight between me and her that happened days ago. I had totally wrecked her room to the point btht she slept in the guest room for three days. I stepped into the bathtub and turned the shower on oh!; there's nothing like a warm shower when you feel as tired as me, out of the blue and idea popped into my head even if I knew Carlisle wouldn't really like it I needed to make a move at least show a change like the old wizard said and this definitely doesn't feel like me but regardless I do it all in the name of love

　　As soon as I was done showering, I walked to the closet to clean myself up and just put on some basketball shirt and shorts before walking back to my food which was still warm. I ate quietly but the a knock on the door suddenly caught my attention, couldn't someone just get some food in his stomach for goodness sake and who could that possibly be by this time

　　"Come in" I said and Lola came in again making me furrow my eyebrows in confusion but then I remembered she was suppose to come in and carry the tray after a while

　　"I'll take it down myself, just go"

　　"Yes sir"

　　"Lola" she turned around and looked at me

　　"Yes?"

　　"Take Carlisle around the kingdom" I knew she loved walking around at night but she never went with anyone

　　"I'm sorry sir but Miss Carlisle seemed over the edge earlier and..."

　　"Find a way of getting her out and take her round the kingdom!" I said in a stern voice and she took a deep breathe

　　"Yes sir"

　　"Shut the door behind you" I shook my head not wanting to get pissed off again this night by yet another female

　　I continued eating my phone in silence while looking at the balcony from where I was sitting. I wished Carlisle was my mate right from the start . Then all these problems wouldn't have happened and I would have loved her way more than what that bastard will ever do. It gave me so much joy that when I finally get the leaf from Brittany she will begin to hate Damon so much and I'll be more of a man of her dreams and not nightmares I hope

　　I kept the table aside before standing up and walking towards the balcony and soon enough I began to hear giggles making me to wonder who could possibly be at this part of the house this time, I looked closely and turns out it was just Carlisle and Lola making me to smile well now at least I know she was happy

　　She deserves to be happy though her heart was broken but come on even a bitter soul deserves happiness and she isn't one. I closed the balcony door, tuck myself into bed and wish the world good night