CARLISLE.

　　I sit on a wooden chair in front of a mirror with three female maids behind me dressing my hair and adding nice cosmetics on my face which make me look more hot and sexy. It has been a few days that I have been in a Crescent Moon pack and I would not deny it, it was really nice and good. Everyone seems to respect and love me. They treat themselves like families and Xavier the Alpha of the pack. My new mate has been really caring and romantic toward me which made me wonder if it is really true love or deceitful love just because he wants to win my heart. Whatever it might be I'm just happy for the fact that I had been freed from Jake kingdom. My heart really felt safe and secure in this pack.

　　I stood up from the wooden chair and turned around checking out myself in this beautiful pink ball long gown. I stared at the reflection of my hair in the mirror which was typed in a ponytail with beautiful pink pins stucked in my hair giving it a beautiful look.

　　"How do I look? Beautiful right?"I asked the maids, checking myself out once again. The maids simply smiled and nodded.

　　"I don't really think so my lady"I frowned , feigning an angry and furious look. The maids slightly laughed and bowed their heads.

　　"I didn't mean so my lady, what I'm saying is you are only not beautiful but hot and sexy. I'm sure that the Alpha wouldn't take his eyes from you"one of the maids said. That was one thing I liked about them, they seem to be very playful even though they do not joke with their work.

　　"Well, I heard my name"we all looked up as we heard the squeaking sound of the door and the voice of the Alpha. Xavier walked in his all glory dressed in a black tuxedo suit and black jeans which fitted him perfectly bringing out his handsome figures and manly abs.

　　"Well, I heard my name. Actually, I think they are right, you are too beautiful to take my eyes off you"I could feel my cheek burning hot right now. He whispered to my ears as he dashed at me, sending some strange shiver down to my core. The maids had already left the room in fear. His firm hand gripped my waist, he drew me closer to him and kissed my neck before going to my pink lips. I grabbed him by his head and reciprocated his kiss with my lips licking his lips, enjoying every taste of his lips with our tongues moving in and out of our mouths. I let out a soft moan as he pushed me slightly on the bed. He climbed on me about pulling off my clothes but I held on to myself and held his hand.

　　"What is wrong?"he stared at me with a confused and questioning look.

　　" I don't want us to mate now?"

　　"What happened when you said this? Or have you heard something about me which you don't like to tell?"he said with full seriousness and teased me with kisses on my neck. I had no choice but to let out a moan as the pleasure hit my climax. I moved from his muscular body and climbed from the bed. I faced him as he was expecting my statement

　　"Make me your Luna and that night we would enjoy each other to the fullest" I said even though I know I'm lying just to make his control his sex desires and urge. I want to test his patient and his sex urge control. He placed his hand on his chin and nodded slightly.

　　"You are right. But what date do you suggest to make you my Luna?"he said, putting on his black suit which had pulled off. I started doing some thinking, thinking of a date which would be really far from the present so as not to make him suspect anything I decided to keep my mouth shut.

　　"I don't I have any idea of the date we should pick but I think you should choose, I would be glad with any of your suggestions"

　　"Okay if that you think, well I think we should go for the next moon day then we would mate as a mate which we are"he said and I nodded slowly even though I'm not in support of it because it is too soon for us to mate. I think I should start thinking of a way to make the date be postponed to further notice.

　　"Do you think it is the best time, you take a tour around the pack and see and understand more about the pack?"I nodded because I can't afford to miss this opportunity. I want to leave his presence because his body seems to be alluring to me.

　　"That's a nice idea though,"he nodded with his always cute smile. Few seconds later, a knock landed on the door and one of the maids who were with me walked in. She bowed her head in respect.

　　"Joanna took her round the pack for a tour and made sure you explained every detail of the pack to her accordingly. Hope you understand?"

　　"My lady, may we go?"

　　"Yes, we can, lead the way"I said and she opened the door as I was about to exit out of the room.

　　She took me around the pack and showed me many beautiful things and spots that I had never seen. I was fascinated by a lot of things in the pack; the trees, the tall grasses, the flowers that grew uniformly and blossomed to perfection. I smelled their sweet scent and got tempted to lie down in the fields to sleep. There was a lot hidden from us who were always inside the house.

　　I asked her about the packs that we shared borders with and she began to narrate the history of each pack and how they came to settle in their various locations. She told me about the packs that shared boundaries with our pack; the ones that were allies and the ones that were foes. He talked about the hostility and the unending competition between the packs. He knew so much about everything and everyone and I admired him for that.

　　My eyes landed on an old woman who was sitting on a rock with a staff in her hand. I don't know but I seemed attracted to her as she stared at me. She seemed to be calling me even though she didn't utter or speak a word. There must be something important she wanted to pass across to me so I decided to dismiss the maid and attend to the old woman.

　　"Joanna I think it is the high time you take your leave I have something to attend"

　　"But my lady the Alpha wouldn't be happy with me to find out that I didn't come with you"

　　"You don't have to worry about the Alpha, he wouldn't be angry with you, I would sort it out so you have no problem"she nodded, not really convinced with my response. Reluctantly, she smiled softly and walked away.

　　I walked toward the old woman and moved toward her.

　　"I thought you would never come, it is nice that you are here"it seems she has been expecting as she has said.

　　"I have been noticing your attention on me and I know you have something important to say. What can it because I know you have to say"

　　"It seem you are knowledgeable in this aspect even though you are most stupid and senseless to me"I looked at her surprised by her statement by her statement. I had wanted to get angry with her but I concealed my anger because I know there is more to what she is saying.

　　"What do you mean? I don't understand"

　　"I thought you would have flare up by now because of the word I have said to you even at still you are stupid because you about to caused massive destruction on yourselves. You left your real mate in a hard life because you met him on the bed with a red haired stripper even though you are already determined to leave him, you are angry with him even though you weren't in any relationship with him. Hope you get free from your mate's. Hahaha"she said and walked away before I could ask her anything.

　　Does she mean that Xavier isn't my mate? Or is all this mystery all about? I have a lot of questions to ask her but I couldn't. I really hate myself after hearing all those hateful words from her concerning my Damon. I really missed him. I really felt sad knowing that I had offended him. My heart was really filled with grief and sadness as I walked back to my room.

　　Why is my life like this? I had caused this to myself.