Ashina's POV

My heart pounded in my chest as I processed Nathan's words. "What? You're kidding, right?" I asked ,my voice barely above a whisper and I was really hoping that he would say yes that he was kidding.

I knew for someone else maybe it would not be a big deal that I couldn't remember sleeping with him yesterday especially since he was my husband but to me it was because all the times we've been intimate with each other, I was not always in my right state of mind. The first time, I had ...