I feel suffocated and helpless as I look at her mirroring the horrific look I gave when I saw Camilla on the floor.

Her gaze darts to the bed, I watch as a fear I've never seen in her eyes creeps in and she gulps. “She tried to kill herself again didn't she?”

I don't respond to her, the words get caught in my throat as she shakes her head, moving towards Camilla.The doctors are chattering, I hear the sound of the machines amongst each other. Everything seems like a blur as Michelle ...