"I will have a baby with my husband. With the man I love and within the security of marriage. So, you can keep your disgusting offer to sire a child on me, to yourself and get lost." I was foolish to say those words, I knew it even when I said them. He didn't care, he barely listened and he never understood.

"I will have a baby with my husband. With the man I love. Within the security of marriage."

The words left my mouth before I could stop them. Foolish. I knew they were foolish even as I ...