I roll my eyes, “You obviously want them to be boys because you already have a girl.” I painfully swallow, I could've, no, scratch that I should have had one too. “I want a boy and a girl but since they're identical, I want girls.” I smile, imagining myself with two. I know it's been years but I still want and need my little girl. I don't think grieving should last this long.

“And if they're boys?” Knox asks, studying me intently now that he's safely packed.

I shrug, “That's ...