"Xiao Yue, if you don't eat, your body won't be able to take it. If anything happens to you again, what should you do?" Du Ye knew that Xiao Yue was definitely not in the mood to eat now, but the deceased had already passed away, and those who were still alive still had to live a good life.

Xiao Yue finally said the first sentence, "If something really happened, it might be a relief for me."

"Do you also want to die!" Du Ye did not expect Xiao Yue to be such a fragile person, actually wanting to die.

"I can't choose my own way of life. Can't I choose to die?" Xiao Yue turned his head and stared straight at Du Ye.

"Do you think you have the right to die?" Du Ye understood Xiao Yue's current feelings, but he couldn't let anything happen to this person in front of him. Su Nuo was already dead, he couldn't let Xiao Yue die again.

"Don't tell me I don't even have the right to die?" Xiao Yue knew that Du Ye didn't want to die, but he completely lost confidence in his current life. He didn't know how to face his future life.

'"Yes, you didn't." Du Ye felt that he had to convince Xiao Yue to give up on the idea of dying. No matter what, "You have to know that your life was bought by Su Nuo with her own life. In other words, your life no longer belongs to you. You are living for Su Nuo now. In order not to disappoint her, you have to live for me no matter what."

Hearing Du Ye mention Su Nuo, Xiao Yue felt an indescribable pain in his heart. His hands clenched tightly into fists.

'"I know I owe her. I have sinned deeply. It was me who killed her. If it wasn't for saving me, Su Nuo wouldn't have been forced to die by my mother. What should I use to repay this sin?" Su Nuo clenched her teeth and fell silent for a long time before she spoke in a hoarse voice.

"Do you think you can repay your sins by dying?" Du Ye knew how to convince Xiao Yue, but this method was a bit cruel. "Let me tell you, it's not that easy!"

'Death is a relief for you now, it's not a punishment at all. Living is the harshest punishment for you now, so you must live, live in this world that you hate.'

"Every extra day you live will lighten the sin you owe Su Nuo a little. If you feel that you owe Su Nuo a lot, then you will have to live for a long time until the end of your life."

"Is there no other way? Do I have to live in a world without Su Nuo?" Xiao Yue looked at the ceiling as if he was talking to himself.

"There's no other way. The debt you owe Su Nuo, the debt you owe her, has already been sentenced to be repaid with this lifetime. That is, life imprisonment. Do you understand? You don't have the right to commit suicide!" Du Ye felt that these words were enough. As long as Xiao Yue held this thought, he would not die one day.

"I'm a person who doesn't even have the right to commit suicide," Xiao Yue muttered softly, and a tear fell from the corner of his eyes.

"Yes, from today onwards, you can live well. Do whatever you need to do. Stay in the co-operation team and go back to the Xiao Clan. In short, you can't just lie there and do nothing!" When Du Ye saw Xiao Yue's unfocused eyes, he finally revealed a sad emotion, "If you're sad, you can vent it alone. After venting, you still have to walk the path you should take."

"Du Ye, can I return to the co-operation team?" Xiao Yue sat up and looked at Du Ye.

"You want to return to the coordination team?" Du Ye knew that Xiao Yue would definitely choose the co-operation team, but Du Ye felt that Xiao Yue's intention to return to the co-operation team was wrong. "Why do you want to return to the co-operation team? You are already a dead man to the co-operation team, and the commander will not let you go back easily."

"Where, where else can I go if I don't return to the coordination team?" Xiao Yue turned his head and looked out of the window, "I am also a homeless person now, just like her in the past, alone, just an orphan."

'"I knew it. Xiao Yue, remember, Su Nuo didn't let you live like this. You're not a ghost. If you want to kill yourself while on a mission, I advise you not to even think about it." Du Ye felt that at this time, he could just make it clear, so that Xiao Yue wouldn't get into a dead end.

Xiao Yue smiled bitterly at Du Ye and said, "I won't. Don't worry about that. I'll be alive. I won't leave until she tells me that I can leave."

Du Ye turned around and left Xiao Yue's ward. "Alright, since you said so, I'll help you ask the commander. Rest well. I'll come and see you again in a while."

Xiao Yue lay back on the bed quietly, his mind repeatedly echoing with Du Ye's words just now. He felt that Du Ye's words were reasonable. If he died now, he would have no face to see Su Nuo. Only after he had atoned for his sins would he be eligible to see Su Nuo again.

Xiao Yue slowly sat up again and brought the breakfast on the bedside table to him. Then, he slowly raised his right hand and slowly picked up the spoon in front of him. He scooped up some soup and put it into his mouth.

'"Xiao Yue, this is what you deserve. You must continue to live in this world." Xiao Yue frowned as he drank the soup. "What an ugly soup. Why is there nothing but bitterness? But I still have to drink it. If you want to live, you have to drink it. Xiao Yue, this is your future life. Live for the sake of living."

For the next two months, Xiao Yue had been receiving detoxification treatment in the hospital. Xiao Yue had always refused to use the antidote, and every time he poisoned his hair, he would rely on his own perseverance.

Xiao Yue forced himself to recall Su Nuo's appearance every time he reached this point. He carefully recalled everything Su Nuo had said and done. It wasn't until his pain had dissipated that he stopped thinking about it.

Xiao Yue felt that the pain in his heart could conceal the pain in his body, so the more intense the pain in his body was, the more he forced himself to think about Su Nuo's tears of pain. He always thought about how his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe. Xiao Yue felt that only in this way would he not want to give up on his thoughts because of the pain in his body.

When Du Ye returned from his mission, Xiao Yue had already been in the hospital for more than two months, and the toxins in his body had lessened a lot.

"Xiao Yue, how have you been recently? How are you?" Du Ye couldn't go to the hospital because of the cooperation team, so he could only use his communicator to give Xiao Yue an audio message and ask about Xiao Yue's situation. .

Xiao Yue didn't want Du Ye to worry about him, so he changed the topic, "That's it. The doctor said that more than half of the poison in my body has been cured. Did you help me ask the commander about the matter with the co-operation team?"

"Yes, Commander said that as long as you want to go back, the door of the co-operation team will always be open for you. However, there is one thing, that is, you are not allowed to use the co-operation team's work as a place to vent your emotions, or else you will be fired immediately." Du Ye naturally supported Commander's intention. Right now, everyone was worried that Xiao Yue would get into trouble because of Su Nuo's death.

Xiao Yue nodded slightly. "I understand. I won't do it. I will definitely continue to do it well."

"Xiao Yue, your mother," Du Ye wanted to ask if Xiao Yue's mother had come to look for him.

"You mean Mrs. Xiao? She, ah, she has been here a few times. She tried to change me back to the Xiao Clan. She tried to coerce and tempt me again." Xiao Yue's mother's eyes flashed with hatred as soon as he said that.

"You just didn't yield?" Du Ye was filled with hatred when he heard Xiao Yue's words.

"Surrender? If I go back, I might as well just die. If I were willing to go back, Su Nuo wouldn't …" Xiao Yue couldn't continue. He lowered his head and gritted his teeth fiercely, his hand clenching into a fist.

"I understand. Then will you really just stay in the co-operation team in the future?" Du Ye asked uncertainly.

Xiao Yue replied firmly, "Yes, if possible, I want to stay there for a lifetime, because it is the place where we meet and love, the happiest place in my life.I never want to leave."