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Chapter 309 Alienation And Estrangement (3)

"What I want to know is how he persuaded my parents. Xiao Yue only told me that they agreed to operate on me. He didn't tell me at all why my parents agreed to the operation and who paid for it." Su Nuo asked the question that had been hidden in her heart for a long time. Looking at Jin Siyu, who was in a dilemma, she guessed in her heart.

"Xiao Yue didn't say anything. Besides, they are your parents after all. How could they not agree to the operation?" Jin Siyu still didn't want Su Nuo to know because Xiao Yue and Xing Yang repeatedly reminded him that he couldn't tell Su Nuo about this.

'"Siyu, are you lying to me?" Su Nuo helplessly smiled bitterly. "I think I know what kind of relationship I have with my parents. They won't easily agree to the operation because they don't want to spend money for me anymore."

"I'm not lying to you," Siyu could see that Su Nuo did not believe her words at all. She saw a trace of determination in Su Nuo's sad eyes.

'"Siyu, I really hope you can tell the truth," Su Nuo understood what Jin Siyu was worried about. "I don't want to live in a lie forever, even if it's a white lie. I know that Xiao Yue and Xing Yang didn't tell me for my own good, but I still want to know the truth."

"Su Nuo, I can only tell you that Xiao Yue paid for your operation. I really can't say anything else. If you want to know so much, you can ask Xiao Yue directly." Siyu knew Su Nuo's personality. In her seemingly weak body, she had an incomparably tough soul. As long as it was something Su Nuo wanted to know, she would definitely ask Xiao Yue.

'I knew it,' Su Nuo lowered his head and stared at the plate beside his desk. 'He's always like this. He never says anything. He always looks like he's rejecting people for thousands of miles. He always takes care of everything for me and takes care of me meticulously. I really don't understand what he's thinking.'

"I think the more Xiao doesn't want you to have a psychological burden, right?" Siyu looked at Su Nuo's tearful eyes and felt as if her heart was covered in dark clouds.

"I always do," Su Nuo recalled her previous experiences with Xiao Yue. 'He has been taking care of him ever since I met him. He never asks me why or asks me anything. He always gives me whatever I need without holding back, and I have done nothing for him. He has also estranged him from his best friend. Grandpa is right, I am really a troublemaker wherever I go.'

'"Su Nuo, don't say that. I think the more sincere Xiao is, the more he did it for you because he was interested in you, right?" Jin Siyu had never seen Su Nuo so sad, so she didn't know how to comfort her.

"I think I should really leave this place. If I leave, I won't cause him any trouble. If I leave, I won't create any estrangement between their friends." Su Nuo suddenly had the thought of leaving. She really wanted to escape from all of this. She didn't want Xiao Yue to do anything for her anymore.

"What did you say? Leave?" Jin Siyu's nerves suddenly tensed up.

"I'm just saying it casually. Don't be nervous. Where can I go? I still need to have a regular check-up, don't I?" Su Nuo smiled lightly at Jin Siyu.

"You scared me to death. If you leave, we won't have to worry about death. Don't think nonsense." Jin Siyu said as her gaze stared at Su Nuo, observing her emotions.

'"No, that's what I am. It's not like you don't know," Su Nuo smiled as she ate.

"It's best if it's not," Jin Siyu ordered for Su Nuo. "Eat more, you're too thin."

Su Nuo smiled and pinched her cheek. "It's okay. I feel like I've gained a lot of weight since the surgery."

'"No, I didn't see it." Jin Siyu deliberately leaned closer and looked at Su Nuo carefully.

"Really, I really got fat," Su Nuo thought of something. "Oh right, did you ask Xing Yang about what I asked you to ask last time?"

Jin Siyu smiled and glanced at Su Nuo, "Yes, next month's eighteenth. What? Do you want to buy him a birthday present?"

Su Nuo looked out of the window at the dark night and thought of how she and Xiao Yue ate together that day. The corner of her mouth couldn't help but curl slightly. "That's the plan. He helped me so much. I don't know how to repay him. I can only buy him a gift to express my gratitude."

"Are you thinking of Xiao Yue?" Jin Siyu saw that Su Nuo was still lost in thought and smiled slightly.

"Well," Su Nuo couldn't deny it and nodded with a smile, "I was thinking about Xiao Yue taking me out to dinner."

"Next month, treat him to dinner on his birthday and give him another birthday present. Perhaps he will confess to you because he was touched and broke through the barrier in his heart." Jin Siyu felt that this should be a good idea.

"You can try," Su Nuo thought of the question in Xiao Yue's heart. "Siyu, is Xiao Yue's question very difficult to solve?"

'"That's not true. Psychological problems are hard to say. The past is the past. It's useless to see more psychiatrists when you can't get through." Jin Siyu smiled and pointed at Su Nuo. "I think you're his best doctor. They say love is a good medicine. Do you understand?"

Su Nuo shook her head, "I don't think I'm his medicine, I just think I'm his problem."

Jin Siyu purposely pouted as if she was unhappy, "Here you are again. We are all your friends. We all helped you because we really like you. If you continue to say that, I will be angry too."

Su Nuo restrained her senseless sadness and said, "Alright, alright, I won't say anymore. Come with me to pick out a present later."

"Alright, have you decided what you want to buy?" Jin Siyu was curious about what Su Nuo wanted to buy for Xiao Yue.

'"Not yet. Let's go take a look together later. The gloves that I gave him in the New Year don't seem to be of much use to him either." Su Nuo thought that she must choose something that was very useful to Xiao Yue as a present this time.

Jin Siyu was relieved to see that Su Nuo had finally decided not to leave. "Alright, I'll help you as a staff officer. Let's go pick together."

Jin Siyu had been accompanying Su Nuo to pick up the gift and return home before returning home at ease.

Su Nuo originally thought that if she left her family, she would be able to live an independent and free life without troubling anyone else. However, she gradually developed an emotional appeal towards Xiao Yue. She did not want to be with him at all times.

Although Xiao Yue kept a distance from him, he could always give him a sense of security that he had never felt before. This emotional tie made Su Nuo more and more dependent on Xiao Yue.

However, Su Nuo now realized that her feelings had hurt Xiao Yue and Ning Tianyu's friendship. This was something that Su Nuo could not accept. She did not want to hurt the people around her because of her inner feelings, especially Xiao Yue and Ning Tianyu.

These two men, one loved him deeply, the other loved him deeply, no matter who was hurt, it was the last thing he wanted to see.

If the two of them turned against each other because of her, Su Nuo felt that she would never forgive her.

Perhaps leaving from their side was the best choice. Only by leaving himself would Xiao Yue not alienate Ning Tianyu because of him, and Ning Tianyu would not be hostile to Xiao Yue because of him. Only then would the two of them be able to reconcile and become best friends again.

Maybe he shouldn't have appeared beside them.

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