
While everyone was busy with their own affairs, Su Nuo lived alone in the villa, and it was quite safe.
No one disturbed her, she was the only one who lived quietly and peacefully. She gradually got used to such a peaceful life, and unknowingly, she began to hope that this could continue. However, deep down, she felt uneasy, as if there was a voice that she wanted to make. Su Nuo always avoided the sound that she wanted to make.
Late at night, Su Nuo did not feel the slightest bit sleepy. She walked slowly into the balcony in her pajamas. The cool summer night wind made people feel comfortable. It was as if the wind was blowing directly into people's hearts, making them feel relaxed.
Raising her head to look at the sky, the endless night sky made Su Nuo calm down. She sat on the vine chair on the balcony and recalled everything she had experienced along the way.
Whether it was happy or painful, whether it was about family or friends, everything was shown in Su Nuo's mind like a movie, as if it had happened yesterday.
Su Nuo quietly recalled all of this. She no longer deliberately avoided it, allowing her memories to overflow and constantly emerge, allowing herself to constantly look at her past.
Gradually, Su Nuo realized that the real reason why she had come to this point was not because of Xiao Yue's indifference, nor was it because of Ning Tianyu's unscrupulous methods, nor was it because of Xing Yang or Jin Siyu's excessive concern. The real reason was because of herself, because of her stubbornness and willfulness.
Su Nuo realized that she was so willful. She stubbornly walked her own path. She had never thought about others. She always felt that she would not be able to live long. Therefore, everything she did was justified. It was also justified for others to accommodate her and pay for her.
He had never thought of his friends. The people he loved had paid so much for him, and had endured so much for his willfulness and stubbornness. This was not as he thought it to be. It was only because they loved him and cared about him.
It turned out that he was really a selfish person, as Grandpa had said.
This was the first time Su Nuo had such an idea. He never cared about others, only thinking about himself, relying on himself being a patient and acting recklessly.
Xiao Yue, Xing Yang, and Jin Siyu were not obliged to give way to him, nor did they need to buy their own debts, because they were just friends of their own.
In the end, they were the people they met because of fate, but they always acted like victims, hoping that they would sympathize with them, so as to satisfy their willful demands.
Facing such a willful self, not only were they not angry, they even allowed themselves to make all sorts of demands, but they were also trying to find ways to satisfy their own demands, and they also wanted to not hurt their own feelings. What kind of magnanimity and measure was this?
Su Nuo kept recalling that she couldn't remember anything she had done for Xiao Yue and the others. The more Su Nuo thought about it, the more she felt ashamed of her friends and loved ones.
This kind of fact was too cruel for Su Nuo. She subconsciously wanted to tell herself that it wasn't like this. She must have done something for them, but she couldn't remember it. However, her memories ruthlessly shattered her fantasies, forcing Su Nuo to accept this fact.
Guilt and shame gradually filled Su Nuo's entire body and mind. Her body was almost unable to breathe, her heart was unable to beat, and finally the overflowing guilt and shame turned into tears that kept falling from her white cheeks, dripping on the back of her pale hands, and then sliding down from the back of her hands onto her pink dress, leaving traces of tears on the dress, one layer dry and one layer attached.
Su Nuo really wanted to calm herself down, but every time she sighed, every breath, she would only make her tears more uncontrollable, as if she could not stop until all the guilt and shame in her heart were turned into tears.
After a night, Su Nuo seemed to have emptied out all the guilt and shame in her heart. She looked exceptionally calm, but there was not a trace of warmth on her face.
It had been a long time since she had smiled happily, or there was nothing to be happy about.
A hymn of the Virgin floated out of Sono's violin, neither joyful nor sad. The music was emotionless, calm and without fluctuations. It sounded like a black hole in the void. It was lonely.
Get used to a person's life, free and unfettered.
Her heart was free, so was her music. Su Nuo really wanted to express the emotions she had felt the night before. She hoped that one day he would hear it.
Sitting in front of the piano, he slowly closed his eyes and immersed himself in that feeling again. Gradually, a piece of music appeared in Su Nuo's mind and became a complete piece of music. Suno named the song "The Melody of Confession" or "The Confession".
"What can I do for you?" Su Nuo looked at the music score in her hand, but she did not feel relaxed. "It's good that I can do something for you at any time. I don't know if you are happy or not. I don't know if I have the chance to do anything for you. Maybe you will hear this song one day. I hope you can forgive me, Xiao Yue."
At this time, Su Nuo did not know that his brother had been rescued by Xiao Yue and Xing Yang and sent out of Bolivia to live. Outside news spread everywhere. It was said that the members of the Coalition had assassinated the defected members of the Coalition in order to cover up their scandal. Even photos were posted on TV, the Internet, and other major media. If it wasn't for Su Nuo never seeing this, she would have already known.
However, even if Su Nuo didn't look at these things, he couldn't escape Ning Tianyu's eyes and ears. This news shocked Ning Tianyu for a long time. He didn't know if he should tell Su Nuo this news. He was afraid that if Su Nuo knew about it, she wouldn't be able to withstand the blow and would trigger a heart attack. At that time, it would very likely endanger Su Nuo's life.
Ning Tianyu didn't want Su Nuo to make any mistakes because of a dead person. After weighing the options, Ning Tianyu decided not to tell Su Nuo first. When there was an appropriate time in the future, he would tell Su Nuo when Su Nuo could accept it.
However, there was no such thing as an impervious wall in the world. With such a big news, even if Su Nuo didn't watch TV and the Internet, and even if Ning Tianyu didn't say anything, he wouldn't be able to hold up the discussions of the servants in the villa. In the end, Su Nuo still heard some news from the servants in the villa.
"Have you seen the latest news?" The idle servant Zhu Xin chatted with another servant beside her.
"Are you talking about the murder of the prisoner? I've also seen the news. Recently, there's news of this kind everywhere, saying that they're still hunting for those assassins." Another servant named Su Ming turned around and stopped the work in his hand and began to chat.


