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Chapter 368 Overcoming Obstacles (2)

'"Su Nuo, don't cry. You can't do this. It's not good for your health. You just got out of danger." Xiao Yue wiped her tears with his hand. "I never blamed you. I always believed that you must have your own reasons for doing that. I didn't say it, but I just couldn't bear to see you so sad."

"I was wrong. I know that Ning Tianyu must have concealed something from me, but I believed what Ning Tianyu said. I thought leaving you was the best thing for you, but," Su Nuo held Xiao Yue's hand tightly. He spoke intermittently, Tears continued to roll down her face. '"Later, I realized that I was very sad to leave you. I kept thinking about how good you were to me. I realized that I didn't care about what you used to look like. I only cared about whether you liked me or not. I realized that I had done too many things wrong. I was so afraid that you would never forgive me again. I'm sorry, Xiao Yue, are you willing to forgive me?"

"You didn't do anything wrong at all. Why do you always say forgive me? Your old problem has happened again," Xiao Yue choked up. She held Su Nuo's hand tightly, her face pressed against the back of Su Nuo's hand, and tears flowed out of her eyes. 'Don't say anything more about forgiveness or unforgiveness in the future, I clearly didn't have the courage to express my feelings to you, I've been hurting you and making things difficult for you,' she said.

'"Su Nuo, do you know? After you left me, I felt what it was like to be unable to sleep all night, what it was like to feel unbearable heartache. Every day, I fantasized that you would be able to return to my side. Only then did I understand how meaningless my life was without you. I couldn't lose you. With you, my life would be meaningful."

'"Su Nuo, I really don't want to let go. I want to keep holding your hand like this and accompanying you like this. It was you who brought me back to life. I don't want to change back to the way I used to be. Su Nuo, it should be said that I'm the one who was sorry. I've always let you down."

"Xiao Yue," Su Nuo felt her chest tightness, unable to speak. She pulled back the hand that Xiao Yue held and covered her chest.

Xiao Yue saw that Su Nuo couldn't breathe and his hands were trembling. "Su Nuo! Are you alright? I'll call the doctor over."

"I'm fine. Xiao Yue, let me finish. I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future." Su Nuo grabbed Xiao Yue. She still had a lot to say. She didn't want Xiao Yue to leave.

"Su Nuo," Xiao Yue turned around and sat back on the chair, gently rubbing her chest, hoping that she would feel more comfortable.

"Xiao Yue, I know that I won't be able to live much longer. My only wish now is for you to be happy and happy. I really don't want to make you suffer for a lifetime because of me." Su Nuo put Xiao Yue's hand on her heart. "Xiao Yue, I've always known why you didn't want to tell me what you were thinking, but I don't know why I really want to hear that from you."

'"I've been expecting you to tell me your feelings for a long time, but you never said it. I thought I wasn't good enough, you didn't love me enough, but now I don't think so anymore. In fact, it's not that important not to say it out loud."

'Because I can feel it here, and I can really feel it. I won't force you again in the future, and you shouldn't be sad about it anymore. I don't care about your past, I just want your future to be filled with happiness.'

"Su Nuo, I..." Xiao Yue's hand could clearly feel Su Nuo's heartbeat. His heartbeat was extremely fast. This was not a good thing for Su Nuo right now, but Xiao Yue didn't know what to do to calm Su Nuo down, because even he couldn't calm down at this moment.

"Xiao Yue, this life is my fault. It made me, and you feel so sad. I just hope that after I leave, you can forget me and live happily when you've never seen me before." Su Nuo slowly closed her eyes. '"But if there is an afterlife, I hope I can be a healthy woman, meet you again, fall in love with you, be together forever, never part."

'"Su Nuo, you won't die. I won't let you die. I will definitely let you live healthily. You have to believe me." Xiao Yue couldn't accept such a wish. He couldn't stand Su Nuo leaving him like this. "Su Nuo, you saved my life. Now it's my turn. Su Nuo, believe me … I... I... I..."

'"Xiao Yue, I said you don't have to force yourself," Su Nuo saw Xiao Yue's face turn red. She was eager to say something, but she couldn't.

"Su Nuo, I... I..." Xiao Yue kept telling himself in his heart that he had to say it out loud and let Su Nuo see his changes. "I … I love you! Su Nuo! I love you! I love you!"

Xiao Yue knelt in front of the bed and hugged Su Nuo tightly, not willing to let go.

"I love you too!" Su Nuo whispered softly in Xiao Yue's ear.

Su Nuo, who was hugged tightly by Xiao Yue, only felt that her heart was overflowing with happiness. Even if she died the next moment, she had no regrets.

Ning Tianyu heard everything Xiao Yue and Su Nuo said in the ward. After he left the door with Xing Yang, he used the excuse of going to the bathroom and turned around to run back to the ward. He had been standing at the door listening to Su Nuo and Xiao Yue's conversation.

Ning Tianyu felt both hatred and sadness in his heart as he listened to the heartfelt conversation between them.

Ning Tianyu knew in his heart that Su Nuo had never loved him. He had thought that Su Nuo would love him wishfully and had used all sorts of methods to get Su Nuo. However, Su Nuo still did not fall in love with him.

The time she had been away from Xiao Yue made Su Nuo miss Xiao Yue even more and loved him even more. Ning Tianyu was unwilling to let go just like that. He didn't want Su Nuo to leave him.

Seeing that Xiao Yue and Su Nuo were together again, and because Su Nuo had actually broken through his psychological barrier, Xiao Yue expressed his feelings to Su Nuo, this was something that Ning Tianyu had never expected.

An unprecedented sense of crisis arose in Ning Tianyu's heart. He wanted to get Su Nuo, but he didn't want to hurt Su Nuo. Ning Tianyu didn't know what he should do. Perhaps in the end, he would rather be shattered than destroyed.

Ning Tianyu calmed himself down and went downstairs to buy some fruit and food before quickly returning to the ward.

When he knocked on the door and entered, he saw Xiao Yue sitting on a chair beside Su Nuo's bed, quietly looking at Su Nuo, and Su Nuo was lying there as if she was asleep, completely unable to feel that they had had such an intense conversation just now.

Ning Tianyu could only vaguely see some signs from Xiao Yue's slightly red and swollen eyes.

"How's she doing?" As if nothing had happened, Ning Tianyu walked in with something in his hand.

"She's asleep again." Xiao Yue turned around and saw Ning Tianyu holding a lot of things. He was panting a little. He knew that he was running up, so he stood up tactfully and gave him a seat. He sat down by the window in the room.

'"Alright, I got it." Ning Tianyu didn't let himself show any signs of abnormality. "If you have something to do, you can go and do it first. There's me here. I'll accompany her," Ning Tianyu said.

"Alright," Xiao Yue could sense that Ning Tianyu was chasing him away.

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