I lift my cup and drink deeply, then set it down, sinking back into the stacked pillows. I'm suddenly embarrassed my own selfishness. Dominic not only lost his men, he lost his friends as well. It makes sense that he would honor them in such a way. But, I should be the one in that chapel. I should be the one sacrificing and praying.

Wait! That's it!

I yank myself up with renewed energy, grabbing her arm.

"Hurry, take away the tray! I want to join ...