It must have been the intensity of my emotions that made the old history surface, like a short in my brain that carried me to the most horrifying and terrifying experience of my young life. Since I'd only recently recovered the memory, it had equally more and less impact on me than had it been with me my whole life. More, in the sense that it was still fresh enough feeling I was continuing to gather details and less because, I think, if I'd been forced to suffer through it for ...