I miss Pepper terribly. She has stayed away for a month. Bastian and Laryn informed me that their mates are helping her. I should be angry, but I'm actually relieved. I don't want Pepper alone.

My thoughts are all over the place. I miss Meagan so much and I will admit to missing Pepper just as badly. It makes no sense. She has been in my life for such a short time.

It's after midnight and I've given up trying to sleep. Each night is longer than the last and I can't ...