If not for the frequent conversations with Alex, I would be crazy. I haven't seen him or Kiley in three days. He gives me assurances and even talked dirty during one of our short calls. For a few minutes, I was able to forget this crazy world I've been thrust into and dream about the next time I'm in his bed. I really need him doing all those dirty things he's so good at.

Yesterday, Gabriella called and said she had arranged for two women to provide food at my mom's house after ...