No one in their right mind enjoys funerals and least of all me. Watching Celina suffer with her father's loss won't be easy. She sounded so incredibly sad when I spoke to her by phone, and it's hard not having her close and wrapping my arms around her. With my lack of sleep, I'm pathetic over wanting her near me. I've lived with the images for so long that they've become part of me. Now, I know what it's like to sleep soundly. Yes... pathetic.

I'll be attending another funeral ...