"Now you know my big dark secret." I laugh as a way to take her mind off the pain. She's holding tight but I don't know how long it will last. I'm terrified over delivering the baby. Give me a rifle and something to shoot-I'm your guy. Bringing a child into this world-mind numbing terror.

I thought about forgoing the call to Lincoln so he had no chance to say no. What if he wasn't there? Beth is a trouper, but I know we're almost out of time. If we're pulled over, it means we're ...