For two days I'm as weak as a newborn. The first twenty-four hours are a fog. After that, the pain and my inability to do the most basic of tasks made me beyond grumpy. Beth brought Carson in to see me often. The ache in my heart is worse than the ache in my chest cavity where the doctor inserted the tube after removing the one that Gomez put in.

I'm not sure how I feel about what Moon did. It ultimately makes little sense and I've lost my trust in him and his organization. I ...