Reflecting on my past isn't good for me. I'll do my best to move forward after Fernandez is dead. He's in hiding again and building his base. I'm taking Melina home with me. Victor and Cindy's home will now be ours. I'm already thinking of it as Melina's. I want her decorating in a style she loves. Thank God her taste doesn't run to dead animals. For her, though, I would put up with it.

This is love.

I try constantly to wrap my head around it. She's forgiven me for ...