The warm arm across my back wakes me. For a solid minute, I'm in my old world where I'm loved and cared for. When I move, my abs flex. The ache in my stomach brings everything crashing back. Cori and I were raped. Cori is missing two fingers and it's all because of me.

"Madison," Moon whispers against my shoulder.

I wish I could pretend to be asleep, but it's too late for that. He brushes hair off my back and places his hand there. I don't want to roll over. I don't want ...