NICOLE

It's been a few weeks since that phone call.

Yes, time is flying. I feel even more idiotic than I did before. And I'm still pregnant.

I have to decide whether or not I'm going to keep the baby. I can't make a decision that will impact my whole life. And it isn't just me I'm thinking about—this baby deserves so much more than I can give it.

I would've considered adoption if I weren't so terrified of what I read in the news and on social media platforms all the time about the abuse ...