NICOLE

I take a deep breath as I push the key into the lock.

Here goes nothing.

Roman catches my arm before I enter the apartment, and my eyes meet his. Just the fact that he's standing out here makes me feel terrible. Now, I'm more sure than ever that I don't want him involved.

"Anything you need, just let me know, alright?"

I nod and open the door. It smells like they've had breakfast not too long ago, and for some reason, I don't know why that makes me feel worse.

It's like I'm ...