NICOLE

I rub my hands together over her over again but I still can't feel my fingers.

I've been trying to call Roman for the last two hours and he hasn't answered my calls at all. I'm a nervous wreck. I don't know what to do or where to go. I came here in the ambulance with Esmeralda and I haven't gotten any news from her yet.

I've already washed my hands, but they still feel sticky with her blood. I don't think this feeling will go away anytime soon.

Neither will the memory of her doing ...