ARIA

The first thought that crosses my mind after I wake up is how ridiculous I was yesterday.

I can't believe my mind would play such cruel tricks on me. I wish I could step outside and personally apologize to everyone who wasted their time searching for a dead man, but that would only make things worse, so I'll let it be.

Ryder isn't beside me on the bed. For once, I wish he were here, but I know he's been extremely busy lately, so I won't be pushy about it. He gives me enough attention, ...